If you ask me why this is, I'll look you straight in the face and say that it's because I love looking forward to something, at least as much as I like the something itself.
Which is technically true but kind of like the 'rationalization-flavored' frosting atop the real reason cake.
I have a tiny little control freak as the network administrator of my mind. Don't scold me; I'm working on it.
As uncomfortable as it can be for me when others surprise me with some grand event (I said, "I'm working on it!!"), I get a huge rush when I surprise myself. I love when this happens.
Taking oneself by surprise. Impossible to orchestrate that, but I sing and twirl when it happens......even (and I have witnesses) in the rain on the loading dock.
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Because. You can't leave us hanging.
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