Scratch That

I might have just recently been heard to say "I love knowing where I stand."
With that in mind, I am grateful for opportunity to grow and learn a new way.
I was reflecting on how not knowing exactly where I stand can be quite unsettling.
And how it's a bit uncomfortable.

But I might actually get off a little bit on the adrenaline that goes with not knowing.
For one who can lean sideways toward her controlling nature, it is probably very healthy to be not in control.
But it makes me NERVOUS!